tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-65994976517861444272024-02-21T08:31:05.581+08:00my passion...my soul...satu luahan hati satu perkongsian rasa..don't be sad..live up your life..ALLAH knows the best for you..DIA pemilik hatikucahayaberbisikanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696788948875958520noreply@blogger.comBlogger133125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6599497651786144427.post-51747247266693124452018-06-10T02:29:00.001+08:002018-06-10T02:29:31.662+08:00LINE 12 ENCAPSULATION PROCESS<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;">WHAT'S WRONG WITH LINE 12 IN ENCAP DEPT??</span><span class="fullpost" style="color: magenta; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;">
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;">I COULDNT SEE YOUR FACE CLEARLY.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;">BUT,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;">1ST THING THAT I NOTICED WAS YOUR EYES COLOUR</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;">AMAZED ME DEEP INSIDE MY HEART</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;">PLEASE STAY FOREVER IN MY HEART</span></div>
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cahayaberbisikanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696788948875958520noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6599497651786144427.post-41201601155042071142016-11-24T20:03:00.001+08:002016-11-24T20:03:26.627+08:00keep strong girl!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Fuhhhh, alhamdulillah.. lega sangat aihhh dah settle iv ukcg utk calon guru interim.. actually, aku x expect lgsg pn dpt iv ukcg ni.. ye la aku apply lg 2hri sblm position closed. Jwtn ni closed mse 7/8 hritu.. pastu tggu pnye tggu senyap ja aihhh xdok jwpan..makanya aku pn assume jela application xde rzeki utk been selected. </div>
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Makanyaaa, marilah kita move on pi caqhii keja baru naa.. tup2 mse 2hb lps, kwn aku hntaq WA kt aku " najwa dh check iv utk cikgu" + dia bg link skli kt situ aku pn cm ehhh?? Dh bleh check ka?? Aku pn tnpe rse pape tap jela link tu pastu kluarla part sruh isi no ic.. dalam hti aku mmg xd hrap pn utk dpt iv tu yela sedar dgn lack dri aku.. sbb mse apply tu mmg aku mindset camni "xpela, apply je" </div>
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Tup3 nahh, terkojut den.. nama den ado sekali mehhh.. den pn kaboknla kpd omak& ayoh den.. tp xsyonya sbb iv tu 5hb (which is today)..makk aihhh ado test lg + ukf.. ble mseny meh den nk poghii exercise + nk study lg ni??? Mcm dh suntuk sgt ni.. maka dalam hti on ragu2 nk pi ke idokk la..</div>
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Makanya, selespas ayoh den berkeras sruh den poghi deN pun memulakan misi menggoda pakcik google demi mencari maklumat.. acehhh, jumpa la info bkaitan tu.. makanya, jumpa la hint2 soalan iv yg mgkin ditnye, iv bidang pendidikan so smstinya related dgn pendidikan negara.. makanya, sehari lbh jgk la den trperuk dlm gua utk menelaah.. acehhh, menelaah la sgt ye? Paling sendu bila kau cri sport shoes kau pastu mak kau dgn selamba ckp cmni " rseny dh arwah msuk dlm api" .. sbb sport shoes tu nk gne time ukf wehh.</div>
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Makanya stlah Shri lbh menelaah, makanya sis tawakal jela utk pi iv tu pgi td.. tepat jam 7.40 pg den pn selamat menjejakkan kaki di ipg kampus tun hussein on batu pahat.. 1st session smstinya utk register khdiran korg which is sign je kt nme korg dlm 1 krtas name lists yg ipg provide. Lepastu ad briefing session pkl 8-8.30pg sblm korg smua sit for the insak test.. ad 2part which is A & B with total 135 number of questions. U all kne jwb within 45min.. oppss, sblm tu ble korg dh siap part A dlm 30min awl tu, korg xbleh proceed utk part b tau sbb kne tggu pngwas exam bg kbnran jwb part b tu.. makesure korg jwb laju2 tnpe ad 1 soaln pn tercicir lpe nk jwb ok.. </div>
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pastu settle & u all bleh dh sengih2 smbil usha2 org sblh lpas omr paper dgn soalan tu dikutip. Ahahahaha.. jiran sblh aku lelaki pastu dpn, blkg & kiri aku smua pmpn.. 1 dewan ad 72org tp ad yg xdtg so ad la rongak2 td.. ohh td, aku jwb test dgn pkai bju sukan sesiap.. tp td aku pkai bju kaler light grey sbb aku xtau pn yg bleh pkai bju kaler hitam. Disebabkn cuak tkut kne mrah sbb xpkai bju kaler putih tu yg mnyebabkan aku pkai bju light grey tu.. kt surat tu xd plak state kaler bju apa bleh pakai & tak.</div>
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Makanya hsil menggoda pkcik google ad la tjmpe blog kt sorg hmba allah tu yg mngatakan bleh pkai bju wrne putih je..tu yg aku decide nk pkai bju kaler light grey sbb bju putih aku dh arwah lme dah..bila time briefing tu la bru pihak ipg bgtau hny pkaian hitam or putih je dibenarkan.. nasib baik ad org lain pkai bju kaler pelik2 jgak.. nsb baik bju aku ni mmg light grey hbis so xdela nmpk mcm lari jauh drpd kaler putih tu.. herherher.. pahh hbs test tu nnt kome akn dibriefing psl ukf & iv plak.. mcm aku, blik iv aku 3c pastu ukcg plak grp 3 so mkneny kitorg kne sesi iv dlu whereas other groups 1 & 2 buat ukf dlu la nonn..</div>
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Utk iv, kome jgn stress sgt..smua mostly berdasarkan apa yg korg bljr time kt u dlu tu jgk. Pastu ad campoq2 skit falsafah pendidikan negara, mksud "sehati sejiwa" & lain2 yg berkaitan. Interviewer kitorg mmg go through 1by1 sbjek ap yg kitorg bljr time kt u dlu.. utk iv ni aku dpt segroup dgn alumni uthm jgk.. daebak la.. pastu aku bnyk kne psl pengendalian makmal elektronik time aku bljr kt u. Jgn tkjut kalau Mmg akn ad interviewer korg yg bash korg time korg tgh bckp tu.. sbb kitorg smua kne.. redha jela non asalkn kte dh jwb yg trbaik. Iv ni slme 40min ye inc grp task skli.</div>
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Move on to the grp task, u all smua akn diberikan 1gmbr yg mmrlukan korg bekerjasama la utk bg pndpat msg2.. tp group iv lain aku xsure la sme ke x dgn ap yg kitorg kne buat. pastu sila tulis ats mahjong paper ye pastu diorg akn pick randomly sape yg kne explain..ahahahah*gelak seram..pastu smbg iv random lg & lastly bg pndgn korg msg2 la.</div>
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Last but not least ialah ukf beb.. ada 5 jnis test yg aku kne buat..</div>
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bmi, pumping, variation sit up, unjuran yg kne tolak block tu & bleep test.. </div>
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yg ni korg usaha la sedaya mungkin. Pumping perempuan to step dia lain skit drpd bdk llaki. Harapnya aku dh buat yg terbaik jela. Ketaq2 tgn mak nak.. pastu part variation sit up tu mmg hmpir nk surrender trus la.. sakit pnggang mak nakk.. 1st sit up tpk tgn sentuh lutut, 2nd sit up siku msti sntuh lutut, 3rd plak mcm korg qiam tgn tgh solat tu kple korg mestila sntuh lutut, ke 4 silangkan tgn kanan & kiri, tgn & kepala msti trgkat rapat kena kt lutut, last skli tgn korg silang kt blkg kple & perut korg msti la rpat dgn lutut ye.<br />
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Sumpah penat ya hamponnnn non.. pegel2 satu bdn.. tp korg smua jgn risau sbb fasi2 ipg smua akn demo dlu kt korg sblum korg buat test tu smua ok.. Mse bleep test tu lari la sedaya korg ye.. klau korg dpt kad kuning msih slmt lg sbb lbh kurg mcm warning je so korg kne lari cpt2 sblm bleep tu bnyi.. tp klau dh dpt kad merah, maaf ya nonn larian anda setakat level tu je..serius rmai yg pancit td dh..to be honest aku mmg xsempat nk praktis exercise sgt sblm pi ukcg tu yela sbb mse mcm suntuk sgt mse dpt tau iv tu.. lg 2hri je iv tu mse aku dpt tau.. so shri sblm iv tu aku dok praktis smua 4test tu kcuali bmi tp ya hamponnnn rse mcm nk trcabut sendi gue.. settle semua tu bleh balik dh.. yeayyyy... overall aku settle semua ukf tu pkl 1.10 tghri la..</div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 32.3369064331055px;">So aku pn mmg malas nak call dah.. last call mse birthday dia last feb.. teruk x???</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 32.3369064331055px;">3. Mungkin hati kau akan "frust" bila dia reply pendek2..</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18.8500003814697px;">Awakkk, please.. saya dah penat dengar bila masing2 asyik ckap:</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Nvm la, yg pntg greet org tu pntg okk.. well, 1st of all selamat berpuasa kpd smua umat islam.. hahaha, melampau kau najwa,lg 2hri nk hbis puasa bru terhegeh nk ucap kt org selamat berpuasa.. biar la..better late than never..herherher.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;">Oppss, sempena puasa yg berbaki 2hri ni lg, aku nk ucapkan selamat hari raya kepada semua umat islam.. selamat pulang kekampung halaman..minta maaf dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki..yela mana la tau ada terkasar bahasa ke kn?? Ehh?? Tak kisahla..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;">Tak lupa juga kepada insan tersayang(insyaallah) selamat berhari raya dekat navy base ok.. bertabahla mr.popeye..i missshhh uuuu darl❤❤❤</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18.8500003814697px;">Awak, </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18.8500003814697px;">Awak jauh dari saya</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18.8500003814697px;">Saya tak nampak awak</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18.8500003814697px;">saya rindu awak</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18.8500003814697px;">Saya hanya mampu doakan awak</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18.8500003814697px;">Saya rindu berborak dengan awak</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18.8500003814697px;">Saya rindu semua cerita awak</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18.8500003814697px;">Saya rindu nak dengar awak gelak</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18.8500003814697px;">Gelak awak yang tak bernada</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18.8500003814697px;">Please come back one</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18.8500003814697px;">Safe & sound... </span></span></div>
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Well, lama rseny dh xupdate blog serba pink ni.. mklumla quite busy drpd zmn belajar dulu smpai la skrg ni.. sekarang ni dh xbz belajar but bz jge ank sdre plak.. senang kata aku ni babysitter la.. opps, yg tu part time je ok.. sementara nk tggu dpt permanent job ni. </div>
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Hm, alhamdulillah..aku dh pun habis belajar & dh konvo pun.. thanks kpd smua yg mendoakan aku grad on time la.. alhamdulillah.. kalau ada rezeki plan nk smbung master plak.. insyaallah..doakan la ye.. tapi mungkin aku pilih bidang lain kot. </div>
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Officially hbis bljr 2/7 thun lpas.. last paper on 24th jun. Yahamponnn, sehari hamekk kau gedebak gedebuk 2papers terus.. 3credit hours ok.. mak datuk! % utk fail tu trsgtla tggi ok.. dhla both paper wajib lulus klau nk grad.. tapi alhamdulillah, allah permudahkan jln utk aku grad. Lulus la both subjek tu.. </div>
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Bila final year tu xpyah la dok nk meratap nasib xdpt study utk final sbb FYP ye. Talking from my exp, mmg aku xd mse nk stdy.. mne nk stdynya klau fyp kau asyik nk "memanja" je.. tpi jgn ingt korg xyah study utk test & final trus. So, mkneny time kt klas tu korg buat2la fokus time lect ajar ye. Xdpt catchup 100% at least 60% pn jdla.. selebihnya tny la kt kwn2 yg pro tu ok.. tu tips drpd aku la..</div>
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Well, lps je aku submit harbound thesis aku pn dgn rasminya boleh berhoyeahhh..lepas 1 bab psl fyp tp result final dop tubik lg.. haishhh, mereput la.. so aku pn lps kne bebel dgn adk llaki aku tu aku pn kje la part time as cashier.. tu pn just lbh kurg 2bulan jela..</div>
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Reason quit sbb aku xske mgmnt kt sne. Ada ke patut org islam xboleh solat?? Gila kau??! Prinsip aku mudah je, "klau ko xnak solat jgn halang org lain nk solat". 2nd reason plak, sbb env kt sne trsgtla kuat berpuak2 ni.. yg tu mmg totally aku tak suka.. aku bkn kaki bodek or kipas ok.. 3rd reason tu biarlah rahsia aku dgn allah je la.. aku ni natural.. so aku pn amk la kptsn quit.. aslkn lepas convo fee + OP + attire utk mak ayh sudah.. dpt la beli 1 handbag aku design yg aku suka.. self reward sbb hsil kje sndri tu. </div>
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So, skrg ni aku dilema plak.. tp aku rse i have my right to choose.. aku bkn demand nk gji smpai 4/5ribu sbln & mmg xpernah pn aku ltak kt resume smpai gaji cm tu tp tlg biarkan aku plih apa yg aku rse ssuai dgn aku.. ckup aku rse enjoy dgn ap yg aku buat. Aku rse trkilan sbb mostly diorg nk sgt2 aku kje dekat2 je.. sedangkn bukan aku xapply pn tmpt2 yg dkat muar ni tp korg tau la market krja skrg ni mcm mna. Mgkin bkn rezeki aku kt sini.. takkanla aku nk melutut merayu plak.. bukan aku nk prgi jauh2 tu sbb nk lupakan family tp aku nk merantau utk bljr hdup berdikari & kenal tmpt org tu mcm mana.. </div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">yela, dia pun tau aku ni macam mana.. family aku pun kenal jgak la di tu..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">sampai la seminggu lepas MHS, baru la dapat jumpa dia.. thanks sesangat sebab datang jumpa aku..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">korang guess what??? dia bagi aku guna laptop dia.. kalau sehari dua takpela, tapi dia bagi aku guna tanpa ada time limit.. boleh guna sampai bila-bila</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">semoga nanti, kau kat sebelah aku plak time aku konvo! his last 2 years convocation!</span></div>
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cahayaberbisikanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696788948875958520noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6599497651786144427.post-55247857000332248912015-06-25T06:15:00.000+08:002015-06-29T20:17:52.474+08:00risau<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">alhamdulillah, hari ni masuk ramadhan ke-8 dah..semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan sepanjang ramadhan ni. </span><span class="fullpost" style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">risau tunggu result plak sekarang ni.. yela sem last dah ni.. semoga tak kena repeat paper la.. kalau ikut perancangan, insyaallah, konvokesyen ke-15 bulan 10 ni.. hope so that im the one which will be graduate this october.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">to be honest, aku blank tgk soalan yang very unexpected masa paper last computer network petang semalam.. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">memangla semua soalan tu aku jawab tapiiiii..,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">aku harap sangat la aku lulus,,, aku dah tak kisah kalau dapat c ke apa.. asalkan aku lulus.. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">sekarang ni, tinggal nak tunggu sv aku confirmkan pasal thesis la sebab kena hardbound kan.. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">secara rasminya hari ni satu ramadhan. selamat berpuasa bagi yang beragama islam. alhamdulillah masih berpeluang menyambut dan berpuasa dalam satu ramadhan ni, second time puasa diperantauan.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">teringat time kecik2 dulu,,, tiap2 malam ikut atuk dgn arwah nenek pergi bandaresah(surau).. teringat jugak la 2,3 hari sebelum ramadhan pergi ikut atuk gotong-royong bersihkan kawasan kubur.. lepastu settle je bersihkan kawasan kubur, ikut atuk cuci bandaresah..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">mm: boleh, tapi jua jangan bising2 ye.. mak dengan yang lain nk sembahyang. ko tggu mak kat belakang.. kalau nak tdo, baring belah tepi kat belakang ye</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">yela, sunat kn melawat orang yang sakit..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">aikkk?? mana wad 2???</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">ayah aku dah mula tunjuk muka "jangan main-main boleh tak wa?"</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">kalau orang tu kata dia kat wad2 maknanya aku akan cakap bulat-bulat wad2</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">so, ayah aku pun tanya la kat sorang abang guard muda bila sampai depan entrance door wad3 tu..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">erkkk, hensem?? tak kot!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">peuw,peuw,peuw.. berdesir macam peluru der!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">sampai muka ayah aku totally berubah! sebab apa??!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">ayah: dik, nak tanya sikit</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">guard: ye pakcik. tanya apa ye?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">ayah: wad2 kat mana ye?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">guard: wad2? dekat depan gate masuk tu.. dulu wad2 tu wad orang bersalin pakcik</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">ayah: tula, bila ank sy ckp wad2, terkejut la sy</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">guard: wad2 dua ni pakcik wad orang sakit berjangkit, tibi, kusta, wad orang gila</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">ayah: ?????? (muka dah berubah..macam nak telan aku je rupanya)</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">ayah: wa, pergi tanya kawan dia kt mana? (suara komander)</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">aku pun dengan muka tak bersalah pergi la call kawan aku ni</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">zaie: wa, kau kat mana? kat hospital ke??</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">me: yo la..ko kt wad2 kn??? katil no berapa?? kenapa aku cari takde??</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">zaie: kt depan la wad2 tu..dekat dengan gate masuk tu ha. kenapa dtg mlm wa? tak dtg petang tdi</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">me: takpela, nnt aku cari kau ye.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">dear you abang guard!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">behave sikit dengan bahasa kau guna bila nak explain dekat waris-waris pesakit ok!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">disebabkan mulut kau tu, tak pasal2 bersilat aku nak menjawab dengan ayah aku!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">hei, i know my friend very well!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">oppps, i'm not done yet with my FYP thesis writing lehhh.. ergghhh! im still planning to do some improvement to my program..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">or study weak??</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">well, thinking deeply through all of this i can't believed that the my "big day" just around the corner, just few steps more!..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">can imagine it?? all this while i feel like 4years studies like a 40 years.. what a long duration..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">to be honest, my mouth never stop zikr with </span><span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">"bila nak habis study ni?" </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">hahahaha.. </span><span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">never matured! yeahhh, that's me!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">well..deep inside my heart, i feel sad to leave all my colleague, coursemate, roomate and of course my housemate too.. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">last 2 weeks i'm just done with my FYP2 poster presentation.. well, alhamdulillah, everything went smooth even my software no really work well 100% on that day..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">well, it just that the matter of the hall environment on that time is too noisy.. the noise made by the air cooler used in the hall.. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">CAN u all guest what, my system totally use the voice recognition, of course i need a quiet environment in order to make my system function well.. the sad thing is i forget to prepare a short video as the backup for my system functionality.. i'm never expect that the hall used will be so noisy.. OKAYY, my project title was "MOBILE INTERACTIVE AIDS NUMBER LEARNING SYSTEM FOR BLIND KIDS".. for sure this title was give by my SV.. at first when i get this title, my face was like "??????" but i managed to hide my "?????" face and succeed to convinced my SV..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">yes, i did some testing for my system few mins before the panel come.. it still work but too slow for the system to response to my command..chett</span><span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">, maybe my system so "pening dengar banyak suara" at that time.. anyway thanks to ALLAH for making everything smooth and my panel too were in good mood.. one word "SYUKUR".. well, sleepless night and day was paid off!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">1 week before my fyp2 poster presentation, we had a "konon-konon" convocation.. ahahaha.. preconvocation la! </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">but the sad thing is, not all my friend are able to graduate on time..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">u never know how strong u're until u see what u had achieved today. to be honest a life as student is not easy as we thought.. u need to sacrifice more! i wont elaborate more on this.. a story that have been told is not same as the one that u had experienced it! trust me..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">i still remember the time that me and my friend struggling to find the supervisor for my FYP.. to e honest, we just got our SV on the next semester after the internship program finished..can u imagine it how it would be when ure on your internship but u cant focussed on yr internship just because u cant stop thinking who will be yr SV???</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">but, ALLAH had planned the best for us.. SYUKUR! thanks too DR.AFANDI for suggesting to us to meet DR.NORFAIZA. at that time, she just come back as staff as she just finished with her phd.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">million thanks to DR.NORFAIZA, for the great supervision, leading and guiding us throughout this FYP.. even though she is now on her maternity leave, but she still concerned with us.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">but, without her appearance, i feel like my other side was incomplete like a broken wing.. she just like a mother and second family to me here instead of my friend.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">hmm, dihargai pula ialah, org yang ko syg tu hargai diri ko.. macam kalau satu hari ko tak whatsapp dia ke hapee dia akan rasa mcm incomplete</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">ok, officially ptg tadi aku 1st time join kwn aku berkaraoke..hahahaha.. well, bukan selama ni takde kwn2 lain ajk but, they never succeed to pujuk me la senang kata.. hahaha.. nak dijadikan cerita, puncanya ialah sebab kwn aku si miss"H" ni sedih and frust sbb markah test dia yg "menggembirakan" sgt tu.. kalau kena kat batang hidung aku pun mmg confirm aku sedih tahap guling-guling.. yela, sape je yang tak sedih + frust bila something yang yang kita dh work all out tetiba lain plak result yg kita dapat kn??</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">so, untuk release stress tu dia pun ajak la pergi karaoke.. instant plan ja pun sebenarnya semua tu.. aku pun on jela.. yela, dah sem last pun ni.. tak tau la klau lepas ni ada peluang nak buat benda2 cm ni lagi.. mungkin lepas ni dah busy dgn kerjaya plak ke..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">ada! tapi tu la.. aku aim nak fokus kat family aku plak.. kalau tuhan dah tentukan rezeki aku sambung belajar, insyaallah jalan tu ada..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">ok, sesi berkaraoke jemah berlangsung selama 2jam ja pun.. ha, 1st time i pegang mic semata sebab nak menyumbang suara ala-ala itik serati i ni.. huahua... ade la dalam 4,5 buah lagu i sumbangkan suara.. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">nowwww, nak throwback la plakkk.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">alhamdulillah, for everything i had untill now.. tuhan perkenankan permintaan aku walaupun ambil masa yang lama..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">doppp ehhh, bukan i dapat kereta ke iphone.. tapi, ada little things yang aku dah lama berhajat then dah dapat sekarang.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">tapi tu la, umur 23tahun baru dapat.. takpe, masa bukan penentu.. yang penting kita berjaya juga dapatkan.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">ok, nak tahu apa benda alahnya tu???</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">okla, i reveal la apa ke bendanya tuhhh:</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">1. tiffany & co. bracelet.. hargaa????? biarla rahsiaaaaa..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">2. lipstick.. ala..bukan jenama mahal pun.. nyx ja pun.. tu pun sebab mak i dah banyak kali cakap, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">"umur tu 20an, cubalah make up sikit2.. tak pun belajo la pakai lipstick."</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">opppsss, i bukan pakai merah terang menyala macam makngahhh ye cu'ollls.. kaler nude ja..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">3.1TB WD hard disk.. huahua.. sekian lama mengidam, akhirnya dapat jugak.. ha, yang ni agak pokai dah i.. tapi dapat harga sebelum GST walaupun i beli masa 1/4/2015.. hahahaha</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">4. syukur, sebab allah bagi aku curahkan kasih syg kat makhluk ciptaan dia yang lain.. aku berpeluang jaga and membelek belai bunga ros.. i beli satu pasu kaler cream.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">tapiiiii, takdir allah tu dah cantik untuk aku, mungkin ada hikmah.. genap semingu lebih, dia layu.. tapi aku redha walaupun memula tiap2 malam bergenang air mata.. sayu tengok keadaan dia.. selalu dok marah diri sendiri dengan dialog ni:</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">"aku beli dia dengan niat nak jaga & berkasih sayang dengan pokok plak, tapi aku sendiri yang bunuh dia"</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">5. berpeluang memiliki jam tangan "marc jacob henry skeleton".. harga??? jeng jeng.. tqqq sayang</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">"belajar hargai diri sendir.. biarkan mulut2 liar melontarkan segala nista.. kita berhak bahagia"</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">ok, sekian coretan untuk malam ni..</span></div>
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</span>cahayaberbisikanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696788948875958520noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6599497651786144427.post-13638876220214724952015-02-28T16:42:00.001+08:002015-04-05T22:47:04.963+08:00how life be<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">alhamdulillah, i'm just done with my 1st week of class for this semester 8. hope that it will went well through this semester.. can't wait to have my "jubah day".. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">do pray for me ya!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">life taught us to be prepared with anything that may happen into this life. sorrow, joy, happiness is one of the "ingredients" of life that would make our life merrier.. just like rome empires' itself was not developed in one day and it took a few decades to be built.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">same goes to our life. life is like a long vacation. but the term vacation here referred to yourself.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">the first one isn't necessary to be the winner.. ahaaaa!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">this is true.. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">actually, i just had joined a tag & win contest.. at first me and my housemate just wanna have fun tagging 4 others friend's name. from this contest we can have a chance to win 10 pcs of jubah..ahahaha..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">here is the converstion goes between us at first before joining the contest</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">she: wa, nanti jgn lupa join contest tag n win bellaammara. malam ni last dah.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">me: oh, yeke? sat ha..</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">at the beginning, we just having fun by tagging our friend's name, but it turn into craziness to tag fast.. it is quite a good and a healthy competition. stay up one whole night because we are crazy fighting with other participants to see who is the fast one tagging the friend's names.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">around 5am, the bellaammara announce the winner for the tag & win contest. we just knew it around 5minute later due the wifi connection. my housemate informed to me first. i can't stop laughing when see her funny face when she know the news.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">me: oh yeke? sape? (tpi tak scroll insta lg)</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">she: waaa! nama wa ada sekali tapi yang first sekali! kita tak menang la..</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">me: ha???!(double triple shocked)</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">tapi takde rezeki.. yang penting happy joining the contest! peace yo! </span><br />
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cahayaberbisikanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696788948875958520noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6599497651786144427.post-60975624227779511142015-02-20T12:43:00.003+08:002015-02-20T12:45:33.579+08:00lambai-lambai kat semester 8<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">uhuk uhuk uhuk uhuk</span><span class="fullpost" style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">cliche sangat tu..</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">well, alhamdulillah..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">hari ni genaplah 5 hari berkampung semula kat rumah sewa ni.. balik awal sebab kengkonon nak siapkan psm awal sikit la</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">hampehhhhh, sebabnya</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">yela, keadaan kiri kanan rumah sewa aku yang takde orang..semester start 23hb ni, mana taknya diorg yang lain tu still berjimba kat rumah masing-masing nun sana ha. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">well,hampir sebulan jugakla stay kt rumah nun sana ha.. sesi menggemukkan badan yang memang sedia ala-ala "sado" ni ha..hahaha..</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">hm, sebulan tu jugak la i jadi bridesmaid majlis wed kawan sekolah dolu-dolu</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;"><b>"TAHNIAH SYAZA SEBAB DAH JADI ISTERI ORANG.. HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY" </b></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">rasa mcm tak percaya pun ada..yela, rasanya macam baru semalam je habis spm, lepas tu memasing sibuk apply kerja partime sana-sini. termasuk la aku..</span></span></div>
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cahayaberbisikanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696788948875958520noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6599497651786144427.post-74380151691074031452015-01-15T17:08:00.000+08:002015-01-16T19:51:35.115+08:00tiada tajuk<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; text-align: justify;">hi all... how's your day?? is it went well? i'm just officially finished my semester 7... and wuuuuu this mean that i got another 1 semester to go before completing my degree.. may allah bless and ease my way.. hopefully there will be no "repeat2" paper la..</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">yesterday was my last paper computer system engineering.. don't know exactly what to say about that paper. easy?? hard?? hurmmmm... feels like i cant performed well for my last paper...until now i still cant move on from my guilty & "uneasy" feeling.. i don't want the last 2semester "memory" happened again for my semester7.. those "kind" of thing really haunted me until now.. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">"berusaha, doa dan tawakkal. the rest let ALLAH take over it" but problem right now is i'm afraid to face the reality if one or two out of my 5 papers got "fail" or "E". for sure it will be my " SCARIEST NIGHTMARE" for this semester. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">yeas, exactly! more than just a paper. but did u realize that, for what u had done today, the impact will come a day afterward? dear, people u must watch out your mouth and mind your words before it might hurt others.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">2nd January 2015.. 19 days more to go before turning to 23.. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">first of all, i would to take this opportunity to say million thanks to my special one "mr.popeye" and INSYAALLAH to be revealed for the next 3 years..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">thanks for your willingness drove all over from your hometown and coming to see me. lucky u just had your "training break" for a week at that time. at first, sumpah! i thought it just u wanna kidding me.. but i didn't expect that it turn into the real one when i can see u face to face...standing in front, talking and share your story with me thanks so much sayang! alhamdulillah, finally, i can see u after almost 1year++ didnt met since the last eid celebration before u undergone your aussie trip..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">i am sorry, for every my wrongdoings, spoken words or anything that may hurt u since the last time we met. ya, at some moment i can be so childish. but thanks again for keep on entertained me.. making me laugh and smile non stop while had time together and we had "jalan-jalan" at pasar malam.. silly me (<span style="font-size: x-small;">mana tak silly, penat2 je mandi lepas tu we all got "new perfume"..bau ayam percik + asap). </span>being with him, i just need to be myself. i can act the way iam. no need to be other person or "bajet ayu". in fact that, we had been a friend since primary school. of course la we are a classmate too and he know well my "perangai" which sometime like a "gangster" maybe. yes, i'm quite a rough girl in person. people who do not know me very well, will simply said that i'm quite strict plus "sombong". </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">please take a good care of yourself and your heart too. i dont know what the future bring within this 3 years. but i'm hoping that it will last with the sweetest moment between us. may allah grant us with a bless and blissful "relationship". </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">u're my birthday present in advance! what a surprise.. never thought this could be turn into the reality as i wish that i could see u even just a seconds. but when u ask me:</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b> "what present would u want be as your birthday present?"</b> </span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><br /></span><span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">at that moment, all i can do is just "terkebil-kebil" coz i really don't have the most "perfect" answer for the question <span style="font-size: x-small;">*iguess</span>. im out of my words and in return, i'm just smile instead of answering your question.<span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span>with u standing beside me, i could never ask for more. darl, tq so much again.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">INSYAALLAH, i'll always be by your side and pray for your happiness, and career. well, your career sometime need u to be far from your family..and even me sometime seem like can't stand with this unbearable feeling that i miss u so much. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b>"bila kau pilih untuk kahwin dengan dia maknanya kau kena kahwin dengan family, karier and hidup dia" </b></span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">this is what i'm trying to practice, to stand still by his side, i need to be well mentally and physically prepared. being a navy's wife in future INSYAALLAH, u need to consider and think deeply <span style="font-size: x-small;">(honestly,aku yg belum sah jadi wife dia ni pun selalu jgak la meleleh airmata tak tahan rindu sangat kat dia)</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">some people simply said to me better for me to look for other person that could always stay beside me all the time. but even this LDR is quite tough and not easy for unmarried person like us but i think this could be a better way to teach me to be a honest , more independent i guess..maybe.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: x-small;">actually, dia ni in person jarang serius dengan aku time kitorg "date" (not so really date, sng kata xde pun istilah date tu officially utk we all) but at certain time, he will turn to serious person (the part that im not so favour. yela tak boleh nak "memanja") </span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">he: awak, sy nk bgtau something ni. paling cepat utk kahwin, lagi 3tahun. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">he: lepas tauliah, sy nak kerja, beli kereta & rumah. tapi sy 3thun atas kapal at least utk komesen. tapi rumah xtau plak nak beli kat mana. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: x-small;">*bukan sedih sbb kahwin lambat cuma memikirkan nanti dia terlalu busy dlm tempoh 3tahun tu.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">he: klau 3tahun, maknanya 26/27 la kita kahwin.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">me: yeayy, sbb sy planning pun nk dlm range umr tu. at least dah ada aset2 sikit2. lagipun ayh sy mmg nak sy kerja dulu pun. tapiiii, sy confuse. nak smbg master ke kerja dulu.. klau master paling cepat +/- 2tahun la cam tu.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">he: untgla boleh smbg, klau navy kne kerja dlu baru boleh smbg. tapi klau 3thun tu, maknanya awk dh hbs master la kn?</span><br />
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cahayaberbisikanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696788948875958520noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6599497651786144427.post-56337321985880643442015-01-01T14:40:00.003+08:002015-01-06T05:51:10.823+08:00bye 2014, hello 2015<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">hi all! pejam celik, dah 2015 rupanya.. 2014 baru sehari kita tinggalkan, terima kasih atas segala memori yang tercurah sepanjang 2014 tak kira la suka atau duka.. cehhhhh, macam la lame beno 2014 kau tinggalkan najwa! padahal tak sampai 24jam pun lagi tinggalkan 2014 tu. heuheu..sorry la kiah terover excited..maka dengan ini kiah umumkan bahawa secara rasminya ini juga official entry 1st kiah untuk tahun 2015 ni..hewhewhew..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">well, ini bermakna, lagi 20 hari je kiah akan say good bye to 22, and hello 23... sob,sob,sob.. i'm not daddy's little girl anymore.. may 23 bring more happiness, strength and joyous to me.. hmmm, orang lain ada je yang baru merasa masuk umur 22 tapi aku, menghitung hari untuk tinggalkan 22 plak..hahahhah.. syukur la sebab, walaupun aku ni umur angka gedabak, tapi orang ramai yang tegur aku mesti salah sangka ingatkan aku nu junior kt universiti.. hahahah, paling tak pun ada sedara mara yang still aku ni student primary school.. well, nampak tak ke"awet mudaan" aku tu??? dengan tinggi aku yang just 147cm je, memang dan2 la orang bersangka macam tu..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">ini realiti yang aku sendiri kena masa raya "tahun lepas" a.k.a penghujung bulan 7 hari tu, one of my aunt tanya "awak darjah berapa??" aku apa lagi dengan muka pelik plus dalam otak ada BIG QUESTION MARK a.k.a "??????" </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">sebenarnya takdela macam makcik2 sangat pun..heuheu..well,nak buat macam mana kan dah takdir allah, anak no.2 dalam family aku ni bantut<span style="font-size: x-small;">(aku la tu)</span> hahaha..tapi takpe, sebab aku suka.. tu bermakna iam limited! be jelly please...</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">hm, pastu ade la orang dok post pasal sifat2 anak no.2 ni.u all pun mesti pernah terbaca jugak kan?? takkan takde.. kalau takde sat!</span></div>
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cahayaberbisikanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696788948875958520noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6599497651786144427.post-54546022300553569642014-12-25T22:46:00.002+08:002014-12-27T20:13:43.261+08:00dear YOU<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">the clock ticking unstoppable.. yes, in reality u may stop the clock from ticking by removing the battery but did u realize that for the REAL one, it is unstoppable..</span><span class="fullpost" style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">ALLAH,the almighty who keep monitoring all over the world,</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">HE never left us aside,</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">in the sorrow, sadness, happiness,</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">HE never hurt u..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">previously, i never thought that i could reach this level. never thought that i'll be one of them further the study at the university, living in the "all in one" environment.. full of joyous, sadness sometime. NO! i never thought i could reach it.. how time flies so fast, soon i'm gonna be 23 and for the next 3 years maybe i will be someone's wife and a mother to my cute junior of me and husband..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">i never know who is my right man?? honestly saying that first love is hard to forget and hard to be accepted that we are not meant to be together.. 6 years relationship ended with nothing. but as the time passed by, i had learned something that " whatever u thought u had planned the best, HE had planned the better for u afterward" i keep on saying this repeatedly to myself every time and everyday whenever i feel hurt deep inside my heart. soon, i "recover" from those kind of feeling and could accepted it. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">i hope that u'll be the one which will guide my through the life to be a better person as well as a good wife in the future.</span></div>
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cahayaberbisikanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696788948875958520noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6599497651786144427.post-1432518289003411962014-12-22T21:13:00.002+08:002014-12-25T16:33:16.277+08:00masih kurang..<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"> mungkin, masa aku tulis entry ni aku dalam mood yang bercampur aduk..dont know how exactly i feel & dont even know how to describe it...apa yang aku rasa saat ni ialah diri aku ni sangat useless..iam so sorry..sampai saat umur aku hampir menginjak 23tahun, masih takde satu benda pun yang mampu aku banggakan hasil usaha sendiri.. kalau orang lain, mungkin umur macam aku ni dah ada kereta sendiri, pekerjaan yang tetap..tapi aku???? ijazah pun belum lepas lagi nak dapat.. masih terkial-kial pi kelas, buat assignment pun loqlaq-loqlaq..entahla.. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"> being a second daughter of family is not something so awesome..but i'm glad & thankful for everything i had all this while..well said, i just have a sister that already get married.. automatically, i'll the one whom my family hope for gaining a better life,future..macam pak dengan mak lain la, kalau sorg anak dah kahwin, mestila diorang harap anak diorang yang sorang lagi tu mampu walaupun tak banyak tapi at least boleh repay diorang balik.. well, aku sebagai anak pun memang ada perasaan yang sama, yela takkan nak senang sorang-sorang plak lepas dah berjaya ada ijazah and kerja bagai.. tapi aku tahu,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">masih kurang jasa aku terhadap mereka,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">masih kurang dalam semuanya.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">aku manusia biasa cuma,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">aku manusia terkadang kecewa,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">aku manusia biasa yang punya rasa dihati,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">masih kurang SEMUANYA,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #a64d79; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">aku sedar itu..</span><br />
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