aku hambaMU

dalam diam, bulan oktober sudah sampai ke penghujungnya..good bye october,welcome november... yang kecil semakin dewasa, yang muda semakin tua..aku sebagai hambanya masih bertatih-tatih diatas buminya untuk mengenali erti hidup, mungkin pada zahirnya, semua orang secara zahirnya mereka tahu umurku sudah menginjak genap umur 20tahun, namun sebagai hambanya aku masih harus belajar mencari dan mengutip seberapa banyak pengalaman untuk bekalan hidup ini..hidup ini hanyalah satu perjalanan yang singkat..mana tahu esok lusa, kita sudah dijemput kembali ke pangkuanNYA..oleh itu ilmu dan bekalan dunia akhirat harusla seimbang.."life full with ups and downs", mungkin kata-kata ini sudah biasa kita dengar namun tidak ramai yang menyedari hakikatnya.. what capture your attraction most in this life?? sedarkah kita bahawa nikmat itu adakah satu ujian juga? life like a wheel, sometime we will be at the bottom and perhaps sometime we could be at the top..so we don't have to be jealous with the others..Allah never be bias against his servants..be grateful towards his favors which unwavering..orang kata hidup tak lengkap tanpa suka,duka, jatuh dan bangun..rencah hidup ni memang lengkap..hakikatnya jika hidup tanpa dugaan kita tidak akan kenal siapa pencipta kita dan kepada siapa harus kita minta pertolongan..tapi sedarkah kita bahawa allah itu tidak pernah meletakkan sesuatu beban diatas bahu kita tanpa tertanggung oleh hambanya.."Kerna adanya iman, maka adanya ujian. Kerna ingin jadikan kita lebih bertaqwa, maka untuk hati yang diuji, Tuhan sebagai penawar" - denabahrin... Together we seek for jannah

"...Ya Allah jangan Kau coba aku

Melebihi batas mampu dan sanggupku

Ya Allah bila memang Kau coba

Aku percaya Kau sayang padaku.."

credit to google

time run so fast~

hai all!! how's your day?? great isn't it?? well, i'm quite busy with my lecturer for my new semester.. we got night class for every wednesday and  thursday.. everything we need to do it faster same with what i'm doing now in which i've to try update my blog as faster as i can..just to fill leisure time while waiting for the Maghrib prayer..

everytime i got night class, i'll staying at my university's mosque with my beloved fazrina (my housemate n roomate as well) as the the new semester start that's mean that the hectic life also begin..oh yeah...we also already get our project for subject digital electronic..but what make me most 'lazy' is we will have our 1st test starting next week..

what a 'happy' life isn't it?? after this we'll have our midsem holiday for a week..before i'm forget this, i had a great time living in my rental house..sometime we'll cook together everytime both of us have a free time..i'll not take much time because i would like to share something with all of u guys..taraaa....our class photoshoot...

formal 

under the heat of the sun

spot which one is me?

free style

then...i should say good bye

hello Batu Pahat, good bye Muar..seem like it was really early for me to say such words right??? but i just do not want to missed that moment whereby i forget to say that..well, 3 month semester holiday will come to an end soon and just for a few days left..FIY, i had do nothing within this 3 months holiday..all what i do is just learn, try n cook every new recipes..just fulfil my father request..but after this, no more nagging from him like i heard at home..well, i think i had to used those knowledge that i gained at home..ohh yeaahh! surely coz i'll be staying at the rent house..no more hostel, cafeteria n so on..i had to depend 100% on myself..n for sure, i'll be staying in a new environment..my heart feel very calm tonight..the 3 months holiday that i've gone through really taught me so many things..the most things that i could never forget is i had small fighting with my lil sister n brother..or specifically saying that i had fighting with my sister too..we do not talk to each other almost 2week..so mostly i spent my time alone..i choose to be with no one..sorry to anyone who are trying so hard to contact me since before the fasting month.. sorry to my lil 'mr.bee' too.. he had trying to contact me so many times but whenever when he trying to contact me, he never managed to talk with me..a sincere appreciation for maxis operator for never feel 'tired' working for me..hahaha...remembering this could make me laughing..but, other part of my heart feel like i was loss something..i had to leave my fat cute cat bam n a funny cat for me which is 'abang'..ouhh, before i forget my mum named the cat abang coz someone throw it so when it came to our house it came along with another cat too..my mum guess n assume that the another cat was 'adik' to it..i do really love so much both of them! i'm gonna miss them! n i hope so that i can find the calmness for my mind when i was far from my sibling..i'm so tired with them..till there..good bye to all..

MY FAT CUTE BAM..MUCH LOVE!!

MY BELOVED 'ABANG'..LALALA

selamat kembali ke.....

hello2..i think its been a long time for me not update my blog post..uhh yeahhh!! sure,almost 1 month my blog being ignored ..alololo,kciannye blog aku ni..bukan xnk update blog cme agak busy ckit la smnjak cuti sem ni..haha~ busy belajar masak..no3, eh korg bukan busy belajar msk sbb nk khwn ke ap but i'm fulfilling my father request..'ank prempuan kne tahu masak, esk khwn senang, laki nk mkn ap je semuany dh tau cm ne nk msk" typical dialog..haha..well, i hope that this is not to late for me to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all blogger..maybe it sound like my wishing has been stale right?? why do i say so?? can u imagine, we have gone through 11days of Syawal...

but i wish it just now..for this year syawal, i think there is nothing new or interesting n just same like before..my uncles n aunts keep on asking me with this question " ap cte?" i know they do really want to know if i already have someone special in my life..but the fact is how come for me to have someone special whilst i do not have a BF..i just want to be sincere toward them so I just give a simple answer which is "xde cte pape pn" HAHA..can u imagine how their face would be?? 

uhhh, I'm too speechless to describe it..the most worse thing is they were trying to match me with their son..for sure my grandpa will not allowed me to married with someone who have a blood ties with us.. i have to refused it n my answer is " xnk la dgn sedara sndri  ☺" ohh, there is another interested story i would like to share with all of u, the part that i would never be forget, one of my uncle ask me to come in front him n i was wondering on why he asking me to do that, but later on he ask me to choose one of his sons to be my partner..

uhhhh, I'm just able to make a weird face n I give a smile to him n answer " xnk la, diorg tu umr lg tua dri org la" (org refer to myself, I used to be 'org').. hmm,I started to think that may be they keep on asking me such question just because they already know that my elder sis will tie an engagement next year so they doesn't have any chance to bother my sis..haha..i'm sure that after my sister got engaged, i would be the next "victim" to them..

just let it be as long as i believe that Allah has arranged the best for me..now let focus on what would be after this..August is almost to an end, n after is the time for me to stick with the usual schedule..ohh yeahhh, stick with the lecture schedule..welcome to the 1st sem of 2nd year najwa!! not forgotten to say welcome back to UTHM..start the life with a new spirit..may success with u! Ameen~ till now, see u later..

ohhh, let me share with u some of the hari raya picture of mine.. bye3..muchh ♥ ♥ ♥

me with lil sis

gathering

ayah speaking to adik kpd nenek

makciks..haha

meaningfull lyrics YOU CAME TO ME

how's your day?? for muslims,this is the 3rd day we're fasting..n i would like to say happy fasting to all those who are fasting today especially to the muslims..this is the 1st entry for me in this fasting month..praise be to Allah, for all the benevolence.. i would like to share with u that i personally fall in love and i'm addicted with this song "you came to me" by Sami Yusof ..u know what? the lyrics of the song really make my heart deeply in touch..Let us embrace these lyrics..

You came to me in that hour of need

When I was so lost, so lonely

You came to me, took my breath away

Showed me the right way, the way to lead

You filled my heart with love, showed me the light above

Now all I want is to be with you

You are my one true love, taught me to never judge

Now all I want is to be with you

allahuma salay alla sayiddina mustafa

ala habibika nabika mustafa

You came to me in a time of despair

I called on you, you were there

Without you what would my life mean

To not know the unseen?, the worlds between

For you I’d sacrifice, for you I’d give my life

Any thing just to be with you

I feel so lost at times by all the hurt and lies

Now all I want is to be with you

allahuma salay alla sayiddina mustafa

ala habibika nabika mustafa

Showed me right from wrong

Told me to be strong

Need you more than ever ya rasulallah

You came to me in that hour of need

Need you more than ever ya rasulallah

You filled my heart with love, showed me the light above

Now all want is to be with you

You are my one true love, taught me to never judge

Now all I want is to be with you

allahuma salay alla sayiddina mustafa

ala habibika nabika mustafa

the artist- sami yusof

genit itu menarik ♥ ♥

hello blogger~ how's your day? is everything went well? hm, hopefully your day will be more momentful n bless by HIM..ameen~ praise be to him for the chances to live n breath for the air in his earth..the beautiful creation ever..thanks for his guidance that lead me to post an entry about petite size..sought to be made a story, yesterday I watched a show on TV9, which highlighted the petite bodied girl (what was the segment i can't remember) according to a research that i make for myself, petite size can be classified as having a small and thin body — usually used to describe a woman or girl typically 160 cm (5 ft 3 in) or less. so i am the one whom can be classified to be in the same group type.. for sure because my height just only around 149cm..but i'm so thankful because not all people have the chances to be in a petite size..maybe to be in this such type of person may make u lack of confident n always be a 'fun' to others but all u need to do is just make your ear 'deaf' to hear all what they said n enjoys with what god have given to u.. i am saying from my experience too..may be in choosing dress or apparel makes us feel somewhat lacking..because why, no size of the cloth might fit with our body..for sure i had the same things too but there is another option for us..ohh yeaaahh, talking sincerely to all of u that some of my t-shirt collection were in children's size but i'll take the most larger size for a child..n the most important things is just accept with all open heart n enjoy with your body size..no need to be shy with your own figure ok! till there.. enjoy your day! muchhhh  ♥ ♥   wassalam~

she inspired me!

✿   "we are the chosen diamond" ✿

aku jatuh cinta ♥

hari ni confirm satu hari aku snyum je smpai telinga~ terima kasih ya ALLAH kerana menggerakkan hati aku untuk jatuh cinta..ehhhh?? korg jgn slah faham plak...yg aku mksdkn jatuh cinta bukan bmkne aku jatuh kt seseorang BUT  I'M FALLING IN LOVE WITH THIS RAINBOW AL-QURAN...

pink rainbow al-quran

actually. i've been dreaming on this alquran for a long time..i have asking my dad for this but he asking me back where should he find this al-quran?? seriously, my heart deeply in love with this rainbow al-quran...n i wish i could get this al-quran for my birthday present..even if i can have a copy of it, it's alhamdulillah  ☺☻ 

FIY too, this rainbow al-quran have it own speciality in which different colour for different juzu'...u may take a look at the picture...

colourful pages..different colour  for different juzu'

niat yang baik insyaallah allah akan makbulkn kn? hopefully i can get this soon..ameen~