sana-sini

alhamdulillah, dh pun selamat melangkah ke semester6..ni juga merupakan semester akhir sebelum kitorg proceed utk psm plak..nervous you! sape je kn yg xcuak dgn psm..dok asyik terfikir-fikir, psm kitorg nnt lulus ke fail..senang kata sem ni agak pack sikit la..n 1 more thing, ni la sem 1st merasa cuti bermula setiap jumaat sampai sabtu..almaklumla, johor dh tukar cuti cam tu kn? so ahad start class la cm biase..ohohoho..sekarang pun dah msuk miggu ke-3 kuliah..pejam celik cepat betul masa berlalu...

sem depan dah jadi student final year plak..harapnya dapatla tamatkan pengajian selari dgn schedule tu..amin..ok, now stop ckp psal kuliah bagai jom proceed dgn cerita lain plak..well, last week on 22nd feb our class had a nice convoy! 8buah kereta terlibat time ni..yeahh, memang best la sbb ni 1st time aku berkonvoi dgn diorg semua..sebenarnya, tu pn sebab our coursemate merangkap ex-roomate aku kahwin..ahahahha..klau tak disebabkan dia kahwin aku rasa, sampai sekarang la aku xjoin diorg kot..konvoi kelas sebelum ni aku xdpt join sebab ada hal related dengan lesen kereta aku..hohoho..a tiring day but memang best sangat2! majlis kahwin kwn aku ni kt bandar dato' onn je..

dari situ kitorang 'merempat' la plak pergi AEON tebrau..cuci-cuci mata je, klau ikutkan nafsu memang hbis la duit shopping sakan kn??! alhamdulillah la sebab tak ikut nafsu, selamat duit i..hahahah..sebab xtau nak beli apa memandangkan 3hari berturut-turut aku keluar pergi beli brg dengan kawan & family sebelum majlis tu..so, otak pn tak terfikir nak beli pape lagi la...ahahahah..lepas AEON tebrau tu, coursemate kitorg ni suggest la satu tempat ni.. nameny country garden..

masyaallah, superb a nice place & u guys should try to come here too! memang tak rugi la datang..cantik sangat..sebab dapat tengok sunset..it was really amazing! and lagi satu sandy beach dia tu sngt la best walaupun pasit tu buatan manusia je,haha..memang aku suka sangat tengok sunset..1 fine day aku harap sangat dapat tgk sunset dengan beloved husband plak..acececece,berangan mak jemah jela aku ni..insyaallah, rahsia allah sape yang tahu kn?? almost 2hours jgakla kitorg kt country garden ni..sempat la snap gambar sana-sini dgn diorg semua..dah snap gambar banyak2, perut mesti la lapasr kn?? so kitorg semua pergila ber'steamboat'..tapi tak semua la yang makan..mungkin tak suka kot...but this is the best moment we had shared together! thanks a lot! thanks too to the photographer! tak payah cerita banyak2, meh layan gambar yang aku share ni! tatatata..stay tuned!

with the girls

at the entrance gate of the country garden (muka aku bru bgun tdo ni)

at the lobby of the country garden

with myza n ain(housemate)

nice ha!

pool

night view

night mode scene

hai encik-encik turtle

us! wefie

with the bride

tara!

may allah bless your marriage faz & ikhwan

coursemates!

and again with the girls!

keep on smiling!

hmmm, long time i didn't update my blog..well, bz la ktekn dgn projek, test and other assesments.. And most of my time, can be said that habis kt library(bukan nak riak, cme bgtau kebenaran je..yela almklumla kadang2 smpai xbalik rmh swe). sem ni la sem yang agak complicated and make me had a fever or at least had been attacked by headache..tua rsenye..tapi rasanya ada hikmah kot sem ni "pelik"..yela, sem ni bjye buka hati aku utk 'kerap' balik rmh parents..hahah..well said, bukan apela..cme klau nk dibandingkan dgn sem2 sebelum ni rseny aku mmgla xde rasa langsung nk balik rmh melainkan klau time midterm break, final break or at least 2/3hri mse stdy week..tapi tahniah kepada semester5 sbb bjye "buka" pintu hati aku..hahah..seriously, i need my mom avery single seconds..hahah..tahap nazak kn aku ni??

gedik semacam mengalahkan budak yg bru msuk hostel tu ha..but i have to admit it sincerely yg mmg tu la rse hati aku..seriously stress yg amat..tambah2 lg plak tpkse bjauhan dengan en.lebah tsyg..mmg la slme ni kitorg dh bjauhan pn tapi mmg lain rseny ble bjauhan antara negeri & negara..yela, dia tpkse LI overseas kn??? setiap saat rse risau tu mmg ada memandangkan dia kt negara orang..kita xtau mcm mne keadaan dia..selamat ke tak..yela, klau nk dibandingkan dgn negara kita ni yg aman, belum tentu negara orang tu aman setiap masa kn? perang bila2 mse je bleh meletus.. tu la buat aku rsau and i miss him double triple muchhh..so utk kurangkan rasa tu, hanya doa jela mampu jd penghubung waktu tu kn? wallahi, smpai kadang2 tu bila tak tahan sangat, aku akan menangis but i'll make sure that i'll be alone n no one can see me first..harusnya yg mnjadi mngsa tpkse tgk aku menangis ialag my sweet bedroom kt rmh swe tu..


yela kt rmh tu kn aku "sebatang kara" & akak2 rmh tu pn xtau ap jd kt aku semestinya..i'll prefer to locked myself in my dark room until i'm ok by myself..hahah..thats it the true fact about myself..ok, nk share lg 1 true story ni, ujian yg paling besar rseny ble lab report kne reject! kne reject sbb late for a few mins.. u all tau ap yg jd lps tu??? mmg agak huru hara la sbb org lain dok ber"study week" but a few of us which is the "victim" need to spend most of our time to redo the report back..seriously, mmg spnjg kt rmh time stdy week tu aku xtenteram memandangkan aku balik rmh almost a week spnjg study week tu..tup2 bleh plak ad post kt group fb klas kitorg tu pasal bakal2 nasib utk  "victim" tu..wallahi, gua memang xtenteram..tdo pn tak lena..apatah lagi nak makan..mmg xde selera..thanks la kpd ma n ayh sbb sggp xtdo temankn anakanda mu..yela, mlm 1st  ma aku temankan smpai pkl 4.30pg and the next night ayh aku plak tmankan wlpn aku just pandang screen laptop je without doing anything on my report..

seriously bukan malas or saje2 xnk redo tp wallahi xtau nk buat cm ne n ubah apa...ok, just left this story unsaid..dh lepas..jadikan sempadan je..next story ialah rasa kecewa! bukan rasa kecewa sbb putus cinta tapi kecewa dengan paper final..senang kte kecewa dgn most of the subject for final paper..nk kte aku stdy last min pn xjgak tapi mungkin ada hikmah kot utk semua yg trjdi ni..korg mesti dh biase kn facing dengan situation whereby u all study lain but the end the other one come out? hahah. well said tips mmg ade dpt la jgak tp gua rse tips tu mcm membantu sangat la.. 

ble pk balik bagus jugak wujud pepatah ni "sediakan payung sebelum hujan" kn?? yela, jgn terlalu obses dgn tips instead of u must find others alternative jgak la..senang kte cover la chpter utk stiap sbjek ye..aku rse ni la rse kecewa yg paling teruk aku rse klau nk dibandingkan dgn rse kcwe sbb ada org curang..smpai aku locked dri dlm blik n bergelap smpai trtdo..ble sedar2 dh pkl 4.00pg..hmm, ape pn nasi dh jdi bubur..so, jadiakn sempadan ye najwa..don't give up! keep moving on ! next sem will be semester6 anndddd i'm going to have my internship..seriously, honestly saying that i don't have any idea on where should i do my internship..i have do some survey but still thinking and considering for it..may allah ease everything for me..ameen.. 

#p/s: setiap kesusahan itu pengakhirannya kesenangan, setiap kesedihan itu pengakhirannya kegembiraan, setiap kesabaran itu pengakhirannya kemanisan..

RISE UP!!!..................~life hold more than what u see~

seriously, from bottom of my heart i'm deeply in love with this epic's OST..this song really inspired me to be more strong..what i'm doing now is updating this blog's entry with singing along this OST..come on najwa, there is always a rainbow after rain.. keep faith & keep smiling!

I'm the matriarch of your land
When you need to take my hand
Come into my arms, I'll keep you safe from harm
I'll keep your precious heart

Some people try to drag you down
Take it from me, stand and be proud
You're a warrior
You're my warrior

Be who you are
Be who you are
Know that life holds more than what you see
Rise up little man, rise up little man

Fight for you and me
Look into my eyes and believe
Little woman we will fight, we will fight
Little woman we will fight, we will rise
I see you and me
Take my hand and we
We will stand, we will fight, we will fight
We will stand and together we will rise

They'll burn you at the stake if you
Don't act like they want you to
But baby be yourself

Do good and help the world

#i'm not sure whether the lyric written by me is 100% perfect, so u may check it on the web#

seteguh karang..

"aku ini wanita biasa..

      bisa sakit luka karena..............

dingin sepi kerap menyapa, 

air mata jatuh lukisan raga. 

kadangku ku kuat setegar karang, 

kadang rapuh lemah liar merana "

hm, a meaningful lyric that describe what my heart feel.. i love this song, originally sang by kris dayanti. eventhough she is indonesian and of course some term used in this song are in indonesian words but it still can be understand as the term used have same meaning with our mother-tongue language..thanks to aida(one of my ex-kmns friend) for this..u make my heart feel really touched..have faith, be strong & keep on smiling!

" Kau tahu orang yang kuat tu macam mana?

Bila ada orang menyayangi kau, kau mendoakan yang baik-baik untuk mereka,

Bila ada orang yang menyakiti kau, kau mendoakan yang baik-baik untuk mereka,

Bila ada orang yang berkata buruk tentang kau, aniaya kau, menfitnah kau dan kau tahu kau boleh benci dia, TAPI kau mendoakan yang baik-baik untuk mereka.

Pujuk hati, 

Ingat,
Allah ada
Allah tahu
Allah lihat
Allah mendengar rintihan hambaNya
Allah sayang
Allah hanya uji, sikit, sekejap saja
Allah rindu hambaNya

Jangan nangis, kesat airmata.
Senyum.
Jaga hati.
Teruskan jadi baik.

Takpe, biarkan mereka, janji Allah tahu.
Ingat, mereka juga manusia, kerdil sama seperti kau.
Ada silap, ada kekurangan, ada keburukan.

Tapi tetap ada kebaikan, tetap ada kelebihan.
Tabahlah, yang hanya layak untuk menghakimi adalah Allah.
Maafkan, maafkan, maafkan.

Allah ada, Allah ada. "

#dear awk,
every single things that i said to u, i really meant it..if u honestly proposing me to be your "makmum" u'll definitely see my parents & ask for the permission from them..if u just keep on asking me whether i'll marry u or not, in turn my answer  definitely will be 'NO'..i can't put aside my family..they are everything to my life and my soul happiness..sorry! & i choose to be far away from u..may u found yr real happiness..even its hard for me.."ALLAH  never leave me" #

selamat menempuh alam rumah tangga sis!

hai all! is everything went well?? i hope so..so, today my entry will be about my sister big day as in the previous entry i had already post about her e-day.. hmmm, i think it has been a long time i didn't post any entry on my blog since my last entry a few months ago.. so, i would like to 'steal' a lil bit my time to post this entry..uhukkkk3(see, smpai terbatuk2 sbb bnyak sngat habuk dh kt blog ni) ..firstly i would like to say a million thanks to those who are coming and for those who are not be able to come, it's ok and maybe u may come during my big-day turn...lalalalalalala...grrrrr, najwa! please behave! calon pn takdakkk! 

ok,i think most of u already have experience on helping someone preparing for their wedding right? it was a tiring moment but at the same time u can gained some knowledge on how hard or easy is it to be..u need to deal with sort of things from the simplest one until the complex one.. from my experience,  i think the most complicated one come when we need to deal with the caterer on how much the meal set would be prepared for the guest as this is the first marriage in my family, so it is quite complicated to budget how many people will come and we start with making a list of people to be invited and so on..

i am lucky because the wedding was held during my midterm break..so i had much time to help them.. i was in-charged for my sis 'hantaran' or dowry..my sis and i agreed to choose rainbow theme as her dowry decoration...i got an interested job too..ohhh, yeahhhh, i am officially her bridesmaid for her 'akad nikah' and 'sanding' too...when this is officially announced, so many people start to said that "hbisla ko nnt kahwin lambat"..hahaha..the interesting part is, can u imagine within a 3 days i need to complete the job to do the decoration on my dress and lil sister too? 

actually, i'm decided to bought a plain dress without any embroidery, sequin or anything related with it..i'm not so much like with the ready made dress coz it has heavy emblishment.. this is my 1st experience and i love it so much! i'm free to put anything on my dress..tadaaaaa, take yr time to view the photos..thanks to all unofficial and official photographer..

the bride & bridegroom

the akad nikah

us!

during akad nikah

the thing is bdak silat buat lawak, aku pn nk gelak actually

mixed!

friends!

dress for me! my masterpiece

with beloved cousin, ayep!

the 'hantaran' for both side bride & bridegroom

dais from BAPR

move on!

pejam celik & pumpang-pumpang dh msuk pn mggu perama bulan 9.. pantas sungguh masa berlalu (well, najwa ko sendiri tu ha yg jalan terkedek2 kn??).. aku pn dh selamat menyempurnakan minggu pertama sebagai mahasiswi semula.. 

alhamdulillah.. ini bermakna driving class aku pun bermula semula.. rasa nak ketawa je bila teringat reaksi abg runner dgn en.zaki instructor aku tu.. sampaikan jari aku yg berinai satu je pun dia boleh perasan..pengamatan yang mendalam ni diorg perhatikan aku.. masing-masing sibuk tanya ke mana aku menghilang 2bulan lebih tu.. sampai ada yang ingt aku ni dah selamat kahwin agaknya..nasib baik la tak pakai cincin 'tunang' konon2 tu ha..hahahah..hopefully that everything will went smoothly..ameen..

well, nk dimulakan cerita dengan semester ni semestinya aku dh pn selamat bergelar mahasiswi tahun 3..haaa, korang ingt aku dh selamat bergelar ap?? isteri?? muahahahaha...semester ni agakla complex dengan projek yg dah berjoget2 tu ha..wallahi, rasa cuak yg teramat sangat.. yela, boleh ke performed well this semester.. sampai kn terbawa-bawa rasa risau dalam tidur.. selagi semester ni tak berakhir selagi tu la hati ni dup dap je setiap masa.. semoga dipermudahkan segalanya oleh ALLAH hendaknya..not forgotten to my 'soulmate' yg sedang LI tu ok.. don't forget my koala bear ok darl! miss u so much.. may u have a save journey a head

officially third year student!

don't let me down

hai all! how's your day?? feel great?? i'm glad and i feel happy for u too if it so..just wanna share this with u..i feel that this is so meaningful for us..and 'selamat menyambut ramadhan' too for those who are muslim..

Fork in the road,
Looking both ways, I,
Don't know which way to go.
What do I count on?
Is it the road less traveled?
Or the one I already know?

And no I'm not traveling alone.
I got my heart in my hand, And,
You can bet I'm holding it close.

Don't wanna climb,
Don't wanna fall,
Don't know where to start it all.
I can start by taking it slow.

First I need a, hero,
I got a, mirror,
Looking inside of my soul.
If I need a, hero,
I got my, mirror,
Gotta go on with the show.

I got my ear to the ground;
That's the sound of my train coming around.
This is a chance for us to be heard loud.
It's you and me,
And it's our time now.
Don't let me down.

Don't let me down,
Don't let me down now,
Don't let me down,
Don't let me down now.

People!
This is what you're living your life for.
Fighter,
That's your name 

Trying to hide but it's obvious you're a survivor.
Believer,
Don't let the travel in the road -
That look in your eyes,
Puts fire in the heart of the cold (world).
Got a marathon to try again,
I'm not even trying to win.
I'm just glad I'm not alone.

Promise you won't let me down.
Don't you let me down,
Promise you won't let me down.

You've been running so alone.
I see you.
You told me we could change the world.
And I believe it's true.

There's nothing now to hold us down.
I found,
My pains,
And the sound of your heart led the way.

Don't let me down,
Don't let me down now,
Don't let me down,
Don't let me down now.